The Holiday Season

Well we survived another Christmas, and no matter what we seem to over spend! I am not sure why we let this happen , as none of us in this family are in need of anything.

I am glad it is over and looking forward to a bright 2012, I want to move forward this year and start finding out who I am and what I want to be. I am not going let everyone elses drama get in my way.

I have started selling a couple of products for health and wellness so if you are intrested call me and we can talk. I am determined to get down to my goal weight... it is getting closer every day and I managed to not gain any over the christmas feasts.

Happy New Year to all..

Thanksgiving 2011

Well we made it through another Thanksgiving, this year we had many special guests, with the help of my daughter we created a wonderful feast.

I am still struggling with discovering me again, but I think that everyday I am choosing to discover myself.

I am reading a wonderful book called the power of belief, the mind is an amazing tool and I am going to put mine to good use.

A very busy week ahead of us in this house, I hope to accomplish many wonderful things.

The Fear of Moving forward.

Why are we afraid to fail?? or I know I am , I have not worked outside of the house for 18 months. I really thought this would be fun, I would get out there and try new things, explore options for a home business. Instead I am frozen by fear, and this in turn is taking me backwards.

I did not want this to happen ; ( . I am getting so much advice from others that I have no idea what I would really like to do, the one thing I do know is that I want to do something that makes me feel fufulled and happy to have been part of this world every day , also that I can go to bed at night feeling good about who I am .

I will be researching on ways to make this happen as I would also like my husband to be home alot more than he currently is. So ideas are always welcome.

Summer to date

It has been a while since I have had time to do this... I think maybe it was the energy more so.

I find I let myself get caught up in what everyone wants not what I would like for myself.

I think this is making me figure out what I want to do more difficult as I let everyone's suggestions be the one... When did I loose my ability to think? I know it is there someplace just have to go on a hunt for it again.

When does the ex drama go away? It seems that even when the kids grow up some ugly remnant of our past lives pop's up to greet us.

Well time to move on to something new and exciting September will be my month to shine and rejoin the world of the sucessfull.

Pressure...

Why do we always make things worse for ourselves than need be? I know for me I get all worked up about things I have not done and forget to even feel good about the things I have done.

I only see the unfinished or unachieved not the achieved .. so going forward today I am going to start being more grateful for what I can do and focus more on accomplishing new things not looking  back at the old.

What a mess....

Well what a mess a few bad eggs have created in downtown Vancouver. I could never really understand why people feel they are entitled to break, steal and destroy things that do not belong to them?

My heart goes out to all those who have suffered in this.

What are your thoughts about what went down and why people do this.

What is a week with out Drama????

I have often wondered what a week in life would be like without Drama.... and have I let being caught up in soloving all the family Drama stop me from doing something more exciting.. If so that needs to stop... 

You would think by now in life things would have setteled down but yet every week some new curve ball seems to come our way and surprise , surprise we all live. I have a big adventure this week... heading up to Fort McMurray, not sure I can handle the excitment. 

Let me know , how you handle family drama, I think I could use some new ideas. 

The Kids are wondering who I am

Well my kids think I am going crazy... they were shocked to see I knew what a blogg was and yes even I have a twitter account...

Off to walk my puppy, I enjoy the walks so much as I meet so many intresting people..

Not much on the discovery path but got all our finance sorted out.

My First Year off...

Well this last year I was given a gift by my husband.... To quit my job and stay home and find out what I want to do when I grow up... Who knew this would be so hard, in my quest to find out what it was I wanted to do , I have ended up accomplishing nothing. Sad but true.. 


I have let what everyone else wanted and needed be my excuse for not do anything..... So going forward I want to be far more productive, and maybe if I feel accountable to something I will get my butt in gear. 


Being "retired"at 42 sounds like a dream job... I thought so as well the first few mornings I did not have to get up at 6 am and be out the door for 7... With 2 kids still living at home and a new puppy my day just seemed to be consumed in a different way and to fill the void of being alone I learned to really like the spa... 


Boo hoo right I always thought how lucky those people were that got to work from home or even stay home... 


Today is the first day of my journey to doing what I want to do when I grow up.